But I still **** You

Saat itu, bunga sakura khayalan berguguran menyambut kebahagiaan diriku. Hampir setiap hari ku nanti perjumpaan denganmu. Walau hati menolak. Entah saat itu semangat belajarku sedikit naik level. Seperti kembali ke masa SMA ku dulu. Masih teringat saat ku lontarkan senyuman ke arahmu. Meskipun sebenarnya ku tak memiliki keberanian untuk itu. ^_^

Kini, hanya senyuman semu diantara kita. Tak ada lagi penyemangat, dan yang kunanti di lorong bangunan yang di sisi-sisinya berhiaskan taman di sebuah Universitas. Hmm, ya. Itu karena mungkin I always pretend to my own heart. But, at this time, terlihat kebahagiaan yang menghampirimu. I liked it a little less. But I don't know what's the right feel that you feeling now. Dou you still remember of me? Do you still keep part shade of me? :)

If I may guess, you must be save even just a little shadow of me in your mind, aren't you?

I know you covered it all with writing please. You also trying to avoid me. You trying to .......... 

Oooohh so many question and prejudice about you.

Until now, I haven't been able to replace my papers. It's because evidently I still **** you..